Monday, March 03, 2008

And the wall came tumbling down

Nobody like bad news, but I think I have to tell.
Start with good news. Coming back from Synergy, I received several emails from Magazine Editor who interested in my works and want an article as well as a book.
Then the parent's worst nightmare began. My daughter got a car accident. A (apparently) drunk driver had hit her car head on. With severe brain injury, fracture skull, broken ankle, she is fighting for her life at Critical care unit at the hospital. She is still in coma and I am fighting to be strong.
Sorry about the bad news. Please remember me, I'll be back when I can get my life together.
Hugs
Ponsawan

87 comments:

  1. Anonymous6:18 AM

    So sorry to hear about your bad news - will be thinking of you.
    Di, UK.

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  2. Anonymous6:57 AM

    Wish you and your daughter all the best.
    Love Bettina, Graz/Austria

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  3. Anonymous7:14 AM

    I am so sorry to hear about your daughter's accident! I will be keeping her (and you) in my prayers!

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  4. Anonymous8:00 AM

    Oh Ponsawan, I'm so sorry. I'll be saying lots of prayers for her. Draw strength from wherever you can.
    Susan

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  5. I will keep your daughter in my prayers as well as you and your family...Bless You, Melanie

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  6. I am praying as hard as I can for you. I wish i could say or do something to ease the pain I know you are going through.... I just offer you my thoughts, payers, love, hugs

    - Chel Micheline

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  7. I'm so sorry for what happened. I read about Ada going to Paris and then coming back; I remember your fear of her moving to France forever, and the love you have for her. I can't stop thinking that fortunately, you're home, because if it happened when you were at Sinergy, you would be so anxious about going home as fast as possible, that your nerves might collapse.
    I can only hope that she will recover. Be strong, we can say nothing else to ease your pain, this is the worst feeling a mother can suffer. Hugs. Be strong.

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  8. Anonymous9:25 AM

    Oh, Ponsawan. I am so sorry about your daughter. I will keep her and you in my prayers. Doreen

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  9. Anonymous10:58 AM

    Ponswan, I am so sorry about your daughter... life is so crule sometimes.. I will be keeping her and your family in my thoughts and prayers...

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  10. Ponsawan,

    I will keep your daughter and you entire family (for that matter) in my prayers.

    Molly

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  11. Anonymous11:29 AM

    Dear Ponsawan~ I'm adding my prayers for you and your family to those of all your friends! Love and Hugs, Kay/Raindrop

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  12. thinking of you and your family!

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  13. Anonymous11:55 AM

    Will keep your daughter and yours in my reiki box and on prayer list. think positive.

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  14. Anonymous11:57 AM

    So sorry to hear of your daughter's accident. I will keep her and your family in my prayers.

    Beth

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  15. Anonymous12:05 PM

    I will be keeping your daughter in my prayers. Hugs to you and your family, Tonja - WA State

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  16. Anonymous12:12 PM

    Ponsawan, I'm so sorry to hear of your daughter's accident! Your family will be in my prayers.

    Mary Kaye
    Claymama

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  17. Anonymous12:40 PM

    Oh Ponsawan... I am so very sorry about this! You're right... it is a parent's worst nightmare. I'll be praying for her and for you and the rest of your family. Hugs, Janette (Z-Jet)

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  18. Anonymous12:44 PM

    Dear Ponsawan,
    I am so sorry to hear this sad news. I am keeping you, your daughter and all in my prayers.
    Sarah

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  19. Oh my god, Ponsawan - I'm so sorry about that. You just got her back and now this. She is in my prayers. My thoughts will be with you and your family my dear friend. She sure will be fine.
    love and hugs
    Bettina

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  20. Ponsawan I am so very sorry for you and your family. I will be keeping you all in my thoughts and hoping for the best. Goodness...i just don't know what else to say. Hugs to you!!

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  21. Dear Ponsawan, praying for your daughter and you and your family.
    Blessings,
    Stormy

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  22. {{hugs}}} I'll be sending you and your daughter good thoughts.

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  23. I am so sorry about your daughter.
    I'll be thinking about you a lot and sending a positive thoughts.
    Nena

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  24. Dear Ponsawan,
    I'm so very sorry to hear what you and your family are going through right now. I'm sending many prayers and positive thoughts your way. Stay strong for your beautiful daughter.
    Much love and hugs,
    Kim

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  25. Anonymous5:54 PM

    Dearest Ponsawan
    Holding you, your daughter and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
    (((Warm cyberhugs)))
    Eva, Denmark

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  26. Thoughts and prayers are with you..
    Garnie

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  27. Anonymous7:02 PM

    So sorry to hear about your daughter. My son was in a bad accident with severe head trama and was in NICU for over 3 weeks. The dr. did not give him much of a chance to survive. He was out of the hospital in 30 days with the dr. saying a higher power gave him back to us. He is doing great now. I will pray for your daughter. Prayer does amazing things. I know it is hard, but please keep up the prayers and hopes. Miracles do happen!

    Gail Ritchey Birmingham, AL

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  28. Anonymous7:38 PM

    Ponsawan, Your daughter, you, and all of your family are in prayers. please feel free to me if there is anything I can do to help.
    LeeAnn

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  29. I hope that your daughter is doing well, and want you to know that thoughts and prayers are with you and yours.
    Louise

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  30. The young are often resilient. Stay strong and take care of yourself through this difficult time.

    Thinking of you,
    Cynthia

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  31. Anonymous9:28 PM

    Ponsawan, I'm so sorry to hear about your daughter's accident. Healing prayers are on the way.

    Hugs,
    Sharon (eltrut54 at PCC)

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  32. Anonymous10:19 PM

    Oh Ponsawan, I can imagine how frightened and worried you and your family are right at this moment. I just don't have the words to convey how sorry I am, so instead I am sending heartfelt healing wishes to your daughter...and a big hug to you.

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  33. Anonymous12:09 AM

    Oh, Ponsawan, I am so sorry. Look how many people are thinking of you and caring. Wishing you good news and then better news each day.

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  34. Oh my god! i am so sorry to hear these terrible news! i am holding my fingers crossed for you and your daughter, praying for you!
    Iris.

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  35. Anonymous2:05 AM

    Ponsawan, so sorry to hear this bad news. Sending you positive thoughts and strength. Never give up !
    Chris - Scotland

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  36. Anonymous2:50 AM

    Dear Ponsawan,

    You and your loved ones are in my thoughts and prayers as you go through this difficult time.

    Warmest Regards,

    Susan

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  37. Ponsawan, I can only join in the thoughts and concerns of others. I will carry you and your daughter in my heart today and in the coming days.

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  38. Oh Ponsawan! I am sooo sorry! My heart breaks for you. I am frantically sending healing thoughts toward your daughter. I just don't know what else to say... yes, a mother's nightmare.

    (((((((((Ponsawan))))))))))

    - Melanie (from Maine)

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  39. Anonymous7:20 AM

    I will be keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.

    Have faith and be strong!

    Nesiejean

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  40. Prayers for both your daughter and you! So very sorry you all have to go through this!
    Linda

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  41. Anonymous8:40 AM

    All our healing light goes to your daughter!

    Leslie Rogalski and everyone at Step by Step Beads.

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  42. Anonymous8:49 AM

    You are both in my thoughts. She is in good hands. With love Kylee

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  43. I will be praying for your daughter and for you Ponsawan.

    Keila

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  44. Anonymous9:02 AM

    Sending you strong healing thoughts from everyone at Step by Step Wire Jewelry magazine.

    Denise Peck

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  45. Anonymous9:20 AM

    Hey Ponsawan,

    Sending you love, thoughts and prayers to you, your daughter and your family. You've obviously got a ton of support behind you from your PC family, I'm sure our collective hope will help!

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  46. Anonymous9:36 AM

    It will be a slow, hard job for your family to rebuild the wall. Take it one stone at a time. Each of us will add our little pebble. luvjean

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  47. {{{{{{Ponsawan}}}}}}

    so sorry to hear the news. My prayers are with you and yours. Sending positive thoughts your way.

    Know we are all there for you, whatever you need.

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  48. I'm here if you need anything Ponsawan, I just read the news on PCD, I'm sure Marian's already been in touch with you, but if there is anything that you need that I can do just give me a call. Marian has my contact information. Your daughter is in my prayers ^i^ Love Ya Gal Kat G

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  49. May the Source of strength
    Who blessed the ones before us
    Help us find the courage
    To make our lives a blessing,
    And let us say: Amen.

    Bless those in need of healing With refuah shleima:
    The renewal of body,
    The renewal of spirit,
    And let us say: Amen

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  50. Your daughter and family are in my thoughts and prayers.

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  51. Anonymous1:46 PM

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your daughter. I am sending my intentions that she is on mend and will have a complete recovery. Be strong and take care of yourself so that you will be able to help her when she gets home.
    Linda H

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  52. Anonymous2:37 PM

    I'm so sorry for you and your family.I offer you my thoughts.

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  53. Ponsawon,

    I was devastated to hear about your daughter. I will be sending millions of good thoughts your way.

    Cynthia, your Synergy roommate

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  54. Anonymous5:48 PM

    Ponsawan, Please know my thoughts and prayers go out to you, your daughter and your family....and the doctors and nurses caring for her.

    Prayers and hugs,

    Anita
    (melody01)

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  55. Anonymous7:40 PM

    Ponsawan, I hope that you know how many of us are thinking of your daughter and you at this very tough time.

    Take care of yourself....all the best wishes in the world being sent your way....

    Jana

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  56. Anonymous8:41 PM

    Your daughter is in my prayers.
    Jay

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  57. Anonymous10:09 PM

    Ponsawan,

    your daughter is in both my and Jim's prays. I'm so sorry.


    Seth Savarick

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  58. Anonymous11:38 PM

    Heavenly Father ... we reach out for your mercy, healing and comfort at this time of pain and difficulty. You know the needs Lord ... may you pour your love & hope into this situation! Amen.

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  59. Anonymous12:38 AM

    I am sending light and LOVE to You and your family for the very best outcome.

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  60. I'm a reader of your blog and a mother too.
    it breaks my heart to read what hapen to your daughter.
    Positive thoughts, i will keap you in my thoughts and my fingers crossed.

    A big hug from Portugal
    love
    xana

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  61. I don't know you and you don't know me - but I'll pray for you and your daughter.

    Liat

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  62. Anonymous7:32 AM

    I will be praying for your family,
    but especially your daughter.

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  63. Anonymous8:43 AM

    Ponsawan, I was so, so sorry to hear this news. Like so many others, I am sending healing energy to you and your family.

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  64. Anonymous12:47 PM

    Give her lots of kisses from France.
    Veronique

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  65. I will keep you and your daughter in my thoughts and prayers. Thinking positive thoughts for her recovery!

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  66. Loving prayers to your daughter, you, and your family. May our collective consciousness send healing and love your way.

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  67. Oh, Ponsawan, how terrible this is...I hope and pray for your daughter's recovery and for you and your family at this sad time.

    Fondly,

    Donna

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  68. I am deeply sorry to hear this news....but the young do have a way of healing that is often miraculous....You are in my thoughts,
    Laurie

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  69. I am really sorry to hear that bad news. You and your adorable Ada will be in my prayers!

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  70. Anonymous8:33 AM

    Words can't express... So sorry to hear. Wishing you and your daughter strength. -Margaret

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  71. Hold her hand and let her know you are near and that she must be strong because there are people who love her.
    Mary

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  72. Hold her hand and let her know you are near and that she must be strong because there are people who love her.
    Mary

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  73. Anonymous11:09 AM

    My prayers are with you. May the good lord give you strength.

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  74. Anonymous11:25 AM

    Ponsawan I'm so sorry to hear that. Kirsten and I will keep you in our hearts and thoughts.

    Grant

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  75. My prayers are with your daughter and your family.....be strong and I'll be thinking of you all.

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  76. Anonymous2:25 PM

    Ponswan,
    You are a strong and beautiful woman. I believe you, your family and your daughter have the strength and courage inside to heal completely from this. I'm believing in a miracle for you!

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  77. I am so sorry to hear about your daughter's accident. I wish her all the best.
    Be strong!
    Roberta

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  78. Anonymous7:22 PM

    Dearest Ponsawan,
    Last week was a real nightmare. Thanks for being so strong for Ada and everyone of us. You are so brave!
    We are spiritually with you and your family every minute of these tormenting days.
    We are praying non-stop for Ada's complete healing.
    We share your faith: Time and Love will heal.

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  79. Anonymous7:24 PM

    Ponsawan,

    I am so sorry to hear the news about your daughter. My thoughts and prayers are will you and your family. Hope to talk with you again soon.

    Laura Ann Arnold

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  80. I'm very sorry, Ponsawan. Please, can you give us a brief update on her condition, so we can pray appropriately along the way?

    What agony for you all. I look forward to hearing more, and have already sent up a quick prayer. More to follow!

    me<><

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  81. Anonymous3:05 PM

    I was so sorry to hear about your daughter. I will keep your daughter and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Love Marti, Indianapolis

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  82. So sorry to hear about your daughter. I was looking for polymer clay techniques and found you today. Your work is lovely.

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  83. I came again for some good news.
    I'm thinking of you a lot. :)

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  84. Anonymous2:54 PM

    Still praying from Houston.

    I had two dreams on the plane that Ada woke up. In the second dream, she was craving pizza! Haha-I think it's because I kept joking that she was only cranky at 3am because she was hungry. ;) At any rate, it was nice to have such positive dreams!

    It was so nice to meet you and your family. Keep your heads up and stay positive! Ada is a strong girl and she's got TONS of prayer, meditation, and positive energy on her side too!!

    -Kim Davis

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  85. Anonymous7:53 PM

    I hope your daughter makes a full recovery. Wishing good health to you and your family. Don't forget to take care of yourself during this trying time.
    April

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  86. Anonymous10:48 PM

    So sorry about this news, wish the best for your daughter and your family. Love n prayer from indonesia

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  87. I'm so sorry to hear this sad news. I'll put your family in my prayers and hope that your daughter's condition improves soon!

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